September is almost ending

Sigh....work has been real busy....to add to the sadness... "sang gan" dear ol steph has left, today last day....cant help feeling sad....know that we were not like buddy-close but i think we had a lot of fun with a lot of nonsense....

will be going china on 9 oct....hope i don ever need to come back but yes i will be back...

"Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Like my fathers come to pass
7 years has gone so fast
Wake me up when september ends

Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
Wake me up when september ends

Ring out the bells again
Like we did when spring began
Wake me up when september ends"

why i loved him so much??...and still do...well we had the best of times and the worse...and he was the only one that made me wana work so hard at being with someone...since when did lengbu ever felt that way??