oh dear dear dear me....
yes... i am feeling like piglet of pooh series.... small....super small, helpless and totally insecure.
why????
my job!!! its shitty and every 2 wks i reconsider and really ask the qn what the hell am i doing here??
Why Why why....coz i am hanging on for 1 particular project but there are at least 4 more on my plate... with 2 handfulls more of follow up business as usual nonsense...so the 1 i am here for... really worth it or not???
i think i already need a sabbatical from this working thing....i cant take it anymore!!!!! no time to socialise, reduced time spent on running....sleep not enough, cold sweat in the night...work and work and work....aiyo... how can right? they are paying me to slog leh... be slave lor...
Where is my sanityyyyyy????
Far Away - Nickelback
Yet another nice song i discovered in my ipod... there's like over 15gb of songs... i can't cover every song wor...
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This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of Hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything, but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
So far away
Been far away for far too long
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
New discovery....
went gallivanting sat night... and wow was i amazed... discovered an awesome and well done up Greenwood Avenue... took a quick stroll through the row of shophouses and well basically going to be spoilt for choice on eating destinations/ hang outs! already had dinner so we just had a gelato and a coffee....conclusion: island creamery at serene ctr still better la!!!
Greenwood Ave was where i used to go for gatherings with my gfs at Sebastiens and also to order the famous Lana Cake...it's kinda out of the way along bt timah but well for the world best LANA choc cakes worth it la!! i am not a big choc fan but its great...so these 2 shops were basically one of the few pioneers there. But now... they are chock-full of goodies!! there was indian (smelled fantastic), jap, chinese, ang moh, even a fish-market themed place...superb... i will take some pics next time. And most of the eateries... great concept and very very nice ambience. highly impressed.
I was extremely impressed by this jap place.. .Shiro Jap Huate Cuisine....simi right?? i mean jap HUATE cusinie??? heee, how atas can u get.... have to ring a bell then they will open door for u one ok! i will try it someday... =D
we also ventured eleswhere to discover qte a few good hangout spots (i will reveal/ review those next time... kinda tired and i REALLY shd be working)...we were thinking we really needed to extend our hangout list before we got tired of each other and the places we go...coz basically it is qte a pathetic list.... only a few places that we AGREE on going, so we is getting truly bored. Now sat nite was fruitful...and we have never been so excited for a while. We really needed this injection of excitement la! hahaha.... to get us all excited... hahaha... ended the night at KM8...though i think the sand in the shoe thing was disturbing him a whole lot... haha...how can we be so different yet so cool hanging out together??? =)
excitement?? wats dat?
I was listening to this song on repeat mode on me ipod... struck me as a very EXCITING song.... something that puts the GRRRRRRRR in you.... and makes u feel all frisky and dangerous.... i LIKEEEEEE!! =>
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Just one kiss on my lips
Was all it took to seal the future
Just one look from your eyes
Was like a certain kind of torture
Once upon a time
There was a boy
There was a girl
Just one touch from your hands
Was all it took to make me falter
Forbidden love
Are we supposed to be together
Forbidden love
Forbidden love
Forbidden love
We seal the destiny forever
Forbidden love
Forbidden love
Just one smile on your face
Was all it took to change my fortune
Just one word from your mouth
Was all I needed to be certain
Once upon a time
There was a boy
There was a girl
Hearts that intertwine
They lived in a different kind of world
Just one kiss
Just one touch
Just one look
Just one love
what the heck is life about??
everything has been pretty much a big mess of errr... basically everything... i had a brief breather... went to visit my favourite little creatures....its always nice to see them crash land on the still waters...and just swarm around... sweeet....see the 2 ducks grooming each other so lovingly...lovely...
made the morning that bit nicer. =)
in a separate situation, on the same day, i also witness rambutan-eating squirrels... haha... i is amused... the bugger was high up in the rambutan tree...peeling away at those red hairy fruits! it disposed of the peels on our heads... then there were driplets of rambutan juice... and errrr it hurled the seed done...splat!! we counted 2 rambutan seeds. think that was enuff for its little tummy =)
Anyway now... i just feel all breathless and helpless.... i am so stuck... so so so stuck....
tomorrow will be a better day... i hope.
Chicken and duck... will always stick it out together...
